i'm denise, currently 21, ushering in the largest church in Singapore.. loving the people as well as the atmosphere there. love pink, cosplaying, taking pictures, watching movies, shopping and of cause spending time with dear!
hi there...last week has been a roller-coaster ride for mi...basically had some relationship problems...my heart couldn't breathe last week...but all's well now...yeh...but mi parents are making mi pissed....cause mi and bf broke up and made up twice...because i couldn't let go....i know im being a bitch here....but he's all i want...and i guess, i won't let it go without a chat and stuff..and cause mi parents fetched mi home on friday from church...mom called 9 times...then say if wan break, den clean break lo...and stuff like that....and mi dad's angry w justin...cause he said break up twice in a week...and he's like bullying mi...and all teenagers go through this stage??and that i won't die w/o him...what do they know?like they kept saying from friday night...that's like 5 days?????im like sick of it already....i mean like hello???this is e man of mi dreams, and they're insulting our relationship???what's e pt of raking up e past...nothing will help...stop rubbing salt into e wound...i hate it okay....i just need to share w someone...sian....so lost now...i mean, shouldn't ur parents be happy that you got ur bf back???but mine is actually encouraging mi to break up???i won't...ever...he's everything to mi...
work getting busy....now got 18 more lockers...means more work...collecting old locker keys from adviser and assigning new ones...and some of 'em don't even come into e office at all??so like it's hard on mi...and like nowadays, i get tired so easily..i wonder why...mabbe not enough sleep...sian...haizx...niwae...that's it for mii...goin to sleep le..byeee~!
xx signed off at 11:29 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
hEyLo
hi there peeps...nowadays kinda free...cause the market is like hell now???acoording to the ST?hee...whatever...market crashing and stuff like that?mann, everybody's like panicking now lo...seriously..esp those working in e stock markets?seriously....one day down, one day up, and den one day down?what is this world coming to mann..but im not really bothered by it?just reading the news everyday, and wondering how the key pple involved are sometimes so irresponsible?like e relationship-managers, financial advisers ( without "licenses") and bankers???especially when i read the front page of ST yesterday...wondering how the relationship managers could do such a thing?argh..no point crying over split milk righty???i guess...but just that i've gotten busier???cause alot of funds switching on the two investment platforms, ifast and navigator...they have gotten lesser, but i've eaten in for a week and 4 days...2 of e occasions was because i wasn't feeling well, and another occasion was becoz mi colleague ask mi whether i was keen on mcdelivery...so okay lo...wasn't really sure where i was gonna lunch at anyway...hee...so ate in lo...den today went out la...with angelin, she stays near dear dear...hee...second floor...i din know, until she mentioned that she stays in sembawang...wuahaha...what a coincidence?yesh...
but this week is hell ferr mi...shan't go into the details...cause no point bringin up the past righty?hee...ah, whatever...but i have to move on...and not dwell on e past...yeah...God will help mi also...but mi heart has broke already...cause of e pple around mi...and nothing i can do about it...one of 'em is mi cell members..yesterday was e edge...i din even know anything about it..like no reminders, the details such as meeting where, what time and stuff...and im like kept in e dark?and like no updates?such as how many fwens?it's as if im no longer their cell member?i just felt so disappointed okay...argh....but what can i dO?nothing right???niwae...gotta go already...see ya peeps soon..ciao~!
xx signed off at 9:49 AM
Thursday, October 02, 2008
hYe~!
hi there peeps..sorry for not blogging for the past 1 and a half weeks..been busy rushing my project...and going out and stuff...cause mi project is due on sat...and i onli have like 2 days left?and im like panicking...but left 900 words..hopefully i'll be able to hit the 2500 word mark...even better if i could exceed the word limit?hee...yarh...tis week dear started his reservice @ tuas...actually was supposed 2 b overseas..but changed..told mi on friday or something like that?i was like so happy..hee...if not i'll be very lonely...ya lo...at least deary can call mi @ night when he reaches home...or when he's free lar..not having training...yarh...but he needs to wake up like super early?about 6.30am?or some where there...yah..poor deary....cause he needs to take train and bus...shuttle bus from lake side...so sian right???haiz...but what to do?wait until finish lo...den it's back to work already...wuahaha...so hungry...wait until 1pm then can go for lunch...yeah...
yest went to zoo, so damn fun lor...but e weather was like gonna rain when i was waiting 4 e bus @ e bus-stop...but i really wan 2 go zoo ma...waited v long already...so just went lo...den cause i sms-ed dear..den he also like dono whether wanna go anot...but i sae go choa chu kang, den see e weather lo...maybe there is sunny ma...or something like that...so went ahead lo...ate mcdonalds...i mean buy back....den eat in the bus...bought yami yoghurt..hee....bought 2 burgers..but cause the bus reachin e stop le, so din eat the other one...and it turned cold, so threw it away...saw so many kawaii animals...haa...took many photos also....but it's in mi home laptop...so can't upload, cause using mi office desktop..sorry peeps..hee...will upload soon...cause some pics re in mi bf's cam...yah...so have to wait lo...hee...im so evil right?i am..actually...wuahaha...whatever..den after that sat on elephant...so fun...haa...den walked lo...very tiring...but luckily wore slippers, so not dat pain as those wearing heels or stuff???poor them...there was a wedding held there...dono if it's engagement or wedding...weird right?so stinko...walking in ur white dress some more....i would rather do mi wedding in sentosa at least...or mabbe a hotel??yah...in romantic places?like vivo?clarke quay?along singapore river?something lyke that?ah..i have to stop daydreaming mann...later dear dear feel stress...hee...but so sad din manage to see polar bear...hai..guess they're sleeping in the dens provided 4 'em...so went to the souvenir shop at singapore zoo...got polar and white tiger soft toy...den i say i want ma...den dear dear ask mi choose one...so i chose the polar bear lo...very kawaii one...hee....but i haven't named him yet...haa....
den after dat went to collect our pics....cause we took one at the entrance, and another one while riding on the elephant...hee...bought a total of 3 pics...2 at the entrance, one w e elephant...den after dat took bus back 2 choa chu kang...yeah...den shop shop lo....bought so many stuff...poster la, den carry so mani things also...dear's present ma...for anniversary...wuahaha...den after that went home...took 188 back...kinda fast la...actually...wuahaha....but was so tired after that...almost slept on the bus...haizx...ya lo...aniway..that's it for mi la...will blog soon alrighty???ciao~!
