i'm denise, currently 21, ushering in the largest church in Singapore.. loving the people as well as the atmosphere there. love pink, cosplaying, taking pictures, watching movies, shopping and of cause spending time with dear!
hey there guys...mani tings haf happened in e course of 4 days?itz been a long week...haha...but i thank God ferr everyday i spent well livin ferr His will...itz has been mi wish..
well..on monday it was rest day ferr mi...cuz haf been wakin up earli ferr e past few days last week...on monday night i chatted wif ernie till 1am, and had to wake up earli ferr bowling...but cldn't get a lane...so we made a wasted trip, and mi parents were shoutin in e car and etc...so sian of them...then on wednesday i watched chronicles of narnia wif mi cousins...they were like chattin behind...and kinda noisy...but e movie was great...totally kool...on thursdae i went ferr interview at taka at recruit express...hope i can get a job...haha..
well...aft i got home...i was kinda bored...slept until 5pm be4 i watched e dancin part of hi-5...totally kool...i love their music...i then watched coyote ugly...it was kinda borin xcept ferr e dancing...that was hott...super hott...how i wish i had their bodies and their accent..oh mi gosh...they were totally rauchy...reminds mi of christina aguilera...
right now..i nid to get a new wardrobe...tho ernie keeps sayin im rich...but i don tink im that rich...like those stars in Hollywood...where they haf super hundreds of clothes, shoes, bags and accesories...where they can change their hairstyle every other day...right now i realli wan curly hair...wavy hair...they're super hott...but i guess i don haf e money ferr curls rite now...haix...
well...i guess i haf to update u guys bout mi personal life, social life and spiritual life rite?well..i guess mani tings haf happened lahx...i've known more guys and more frens too...so i guess on tuesday i was supposed to watch a movie wif mi fren wich is 27 years old...but din go cuz couldn't get tixs and seats...then on wed tho i told him i wanted to watch wif mi parents...but in e morn...i reconsidered to gif him a second chance...but had cold feet and so din inform him...cuz of wat happened on e 1st date...haix...can't get that scene of mi mind...sorri bern...but i can't do it..
then i kno tis guy named ernie...he is 16..he is gg sum jc nx yr...wich i dono wich one...i haven't guessed that one yet...sorri didi...haha...but i guess he seems interested in mi....as in he remembers whateva i says in e conversations whether on msn or fone...ha...tat is totally sweet...haha...guess im kinda bein mushy here...but wat can i do..gals r sweet by nature...even w/o sugar...haha...but he is super krappy and super crazy like his jie...haha...i guess im like that by nature...teehee...
sorry ferr e links guys...esp. e comments...sry...i dono how to rectify e problem...i guess sum1 out cld help mi...haha...but nobody haf helped mi...teehee...so i guess thats it ferr mi...haha...gotta go...tis is dee signin out..tata..ciao...*mwahs*
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
haloO...
hi there peeps...now wif all e joyous seasons going ard...i can't help but feel warm ferr e first time since im spendin mi first christmas in city harvest church...not in indoor stadium but in expo hall 8...so kool sia...but tirin ferr ushers la..yupps...bt i guess more or less e congregation appreciates us lar...cuz we said merry christmas and sum replied us back lor...so kinda happi...at least they acknowledge that we're present in da church and helpin wif e flow of e peeps...hahax..
so since todae is christmas day...everybody was like wishin their frens merry christmas and peeps that we don't kno...cuz itz so fun lor...knowin new frens in this joyous occasion...hahax...like laughin and smiling...tho u might nt see ur frens ferr veri long time...but they still remain there in ur heart...still intact and wishin one day to spend time wif 'em...hahax..
like ferr todae...i meet peeps who i've nvr meet in ages...like ferr example mi usher fren who nvr came to church ferr veri long time ferr sum personal reasons...and another was frm mi skool who graduated last yr...he is attendin FCBC wich is occupin hall 10, it stands ferr Faith Community Baptist Church...if im nt wrong...haha...don kno much bout 'em tho...i haf no frens frm there xcept him tho...haha...so long nvr meet him le...another guy is frm mi class too...he is like super hott kkx...we chatted ferr a while then he went off...haha...met mi security fren at e carnival...tho we din sae hi...but our eyes met ferr a while and i guess he knos bah...haha...
i guess todae was full of suprises lohx...so happi bah...was wishin mi frens merry christmas and sayin hi to peeps i've nvr met in ages...haha...felt so happi todae and blessed...felt e presence of God so strong in e hall...esp. durin e drama...haha...tho it was funny, krappy and so drama...but it brings out e christmas story bah...in a fun and meaningful way...yupps...e three wise men and king herod is super kawaii k...esp. e songs...
well...thatz it ferr mi...kinda tired le...considerin wakin up at 6.30am in e morn and gg to expo hall 8 at 8am...yawns...btw...e way e operater says expo is so sexy kkx...haha...well gotta go le...last but nt least...MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR...may all ur wishes come true in 2006...love ya all guys...*mwahs*...take care dearies...
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Monday, December 19, 2005
cHrIsTmAs~!
hi peeps....so happi dat christmas is around e corner...bout 6 days away?so dose peeps who haven't done ur christmas shopping, go do it soon...or now...well...i've started to feel e christmas spirit le...wif christmas carols in shopping malls, prezzies, offers...discounts...but more then that...itz about virgin mary givin birth to baby Jesus...wich is so holy and santified...it jus brings back so good memories...and e presence is so great that i felt like cryin when they showed e video ytd in church...sob...
well....was kinda happi ytd...saw mi best fren twice ytd...he said hi once wen goin into e hall...and he cutted queue too...wondered how he did it..haha...guess e ushers wasn't sharp enuff..opps...im once of 'em, but at least i know he cutted queue rite...tee...tho he was quite fast...but i still noticed...haha...haha..
well..alot of interesting things happened when i was doin external traffic...well...i saw a dad wif his wife and his daughter, and he said he wanna do to e toilet, so he gav his stuff and his daughters' stuff to his wife...and he carried his daughter to e male toilet...on e way there...i heard him sayin to his daughter to close her eyes...then e daughter replied what...and e rest i din hear le...i mean itz so funny lo...wen i told mi usher fren...she juz started giggling...but were still doin traffic la...directin e flow and etc...so weird...wonder wat e daughter wud be tinkin...tee...
i oso saw mi security fren whom i've nvr seen in a veri long time...but he din sae hi or aniting...felt so sadd...i oso saw another security fren..but he din serve cuz he dislocated his arm...wen i saw him walkin out of e hall...mi heart juz sank...felt so worried ferr him...haiz...guess there ar loads of inconveniences ferr him...like tappin e ez link card at e control station...and puttin e wallet back into his pocket...boardin e train and etc...haiz...so worried ferr him...terence do take care k...don let ur mei worry...
well...wat bothers me e most durin christmas season is tat they're sales, discounts and special privilges all ard sg...esp. in shoppin malls...and they play dose christmas carols...like "santa claus is comin to town, silver bells, o holy night, silent nite" and all dose songs...i mean wat is e whole pt of playin it wen both christians and non-christians hear it everywhere...pple eventually will get sian de rite?as long as christians kno that itz Jesus' birth and nt worldly stuff...then itz okay...but itz so easy to get swayed by all tis nonsense...
then pple go ard buyin gifts ferr their loved ones, hopin ferr smth in return wich is so wrong la...i mean if u haf dat intention in ur head...u beta get tt out of ur bloody mind...becuz disappointments r sure to come...if u ask 'em whether they're givin u...itz b a bit pai sei...and sg pple like to save their "face"...so haha...well...so itz up to u guys on how u wanna see christmas...is it juz another event in december bout gifin prezzies and carolin or izzit bout cherishin ur loved ones and tellin 'em hw much u love and cherish 'em?well...mine is e latter...so ya...i oso dono wen i haf tis tinkin..probably over e years ba...or smth...
im oso happi cuz i saw eugene ytd aft svc in e carpeted area wif his frens...cuz he wasn't serving...i so much wanted to sae hi and ask him ferr him number...but i guess pai sei ba...and he oso dono mi well...but i tink he recognizes mi lo...cuz he was like starin at mi or sum sort...so haha...a bit sadd lo...but wat to do...mayb nx wk can see him lo...gt more chances...cuz gt 4 services...
well...so thats it ferr mi..im nt sure bout postin ur comments..mayb mi skin doesn't support or smth...so sorry guys...will try to rectify e problem...haha...so pple who kno mi personally...esp. jo, jas, sammy, brenda,jac, daryl, min, ting, rx, debbie, ray, feli, tze hua, ee rong and e list goes on..blah blah blah...I LOVE YOU GUYS...MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPI NEW YR!haha..so lame sia...well...gotta go...*mwahs*...
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Friday, December 16, 2005
yAwNs~!
hi there guys...i had fun ferr e whole of yesterdae...well, i had to wake up earli so that we could bowl ferr a cheaper rate..so we reached cdans wich is sumwhere in bukit batok to bowl...and we were e earliest to reach among all the cousins la..so we started bowling...so fun sia...but there were sum pple in e lift on e ground floor, and they knew we were coming so they said :"quickly", and so they closed e lift door, even tho they saw us coming and din even press door open or whateva...so inconsiderate sia..
then aft that we went ferr laser quest...it is smth like counter strike, just that it is more tirin and more challenging...there were 9 of us...7 consists of us cousins and e other two were pple that we don kno...and so we were like shootin pple that were not our team...but we din kno wat it means wen there were sounds comin out of our guns...so we were like happily shootin and stuff...e armour is realli heavy mann...but veri fun...seriously...guys and gals shld try it...itz darn challenging lo...can't wait to play again...haha...
then aft that went home...and then left ferr bible study...i took bus 10 there, but i stopped at e wrong busstop, and so i walked quite a long way...i was sweatin...can u imagine?but i managed to take e correct bus home lo...and i noe where is e correct busstop that im supposed to alight le...haha...so tirin sia...e bs was kinda fun lo...but i oso felt sadd la...cuz of e way one of mi guy fren treated mi...i don wanna say names...but he shld kno who is he lo...so wen he came out frm e lift, he said hi to mi..but he went over to his frens frm his cell group, and like totally ignored mi lo...not realli ignored la...but din chat to mi la, his back was turned towards mi lo...then aft bs oso din talk to mi lo...i mean i felt disapointed, we're frens ferr over half a yr le, and yet there was no improvement...mayb he felt paisei or smth la...but still...i don expect much, small talk can la...like where r u gng and etc...and yet...i oso felt disapointed that he has his hair done, bought new shirts, shoes and a new bag...haiz....i felt so sadd in mi inner heart...i mean i kept askin him if he wanna go out...like clothes and etc...but until now, he din tell mi aniting...its as if im invisible in his life...like im a nobody lo...like i don matter to him...haiz...so im like so sadd...was cryin in mi heart ytd ba...now physical bt emotionally...
i was oso ponderin whether or not to gif him up...cuz itz nt that long...so if i gif it up, it won't break mi heart that much lo...but e ting is...im oso e person who calls him and asks him whether he's free to go out all those bullshit...hais..kinda tired aft all those months and weeks le...and nowadays i don bother much...like to ask him and call him...tho he is still a part of mi, as in i still tink bout him and etc...altho i kno that he cherishes mi and stuff...but im still insecure...mayb cuz he has too mani frens/buddies and etc...but if he considers mi as his frens...shldn't he make out time specially ferr mi to hang out, socialise, haf fun, fellowship etc?haiz...so disappointed lo...mayb i shld tell it to him...but whats e pt..it always come back to square 1..that he calls mi every sundae...chat on msn etc...hais...so there's no way i can get mi pt thru to him...if onli God can help us to reconcile and make up...that wud be great le...
welll...i saw e mv ferr confessions of a broken heart by lindsay lohan...it is so fab mann...it features her sister...and her actin is veri good..tho i love lindsay's dress...wif e frills and etc...esp. her hairdo and etc...it is totally kool...can't get enuff of it...but can oso see on tv...cuz internet cannot lo...dono y..
nid to do support on sat frm 10am to bout 1pm in expo, then aft that go su's house to do e goody bags ferr e cell group christmas party aft the cell group...kinda happi...wuahaha...lookin forward...hope that we can haf frens..at least 10 frens lo...ha...wel..so im kinda happi and sadd...weird emotions...confusin ba...so itz up to mi to straighten them up and get on wif life or wateva...so if u guys haf ani comments..do put 'em on mi blog or smth k...wuahaha..thanks guys...
well...im gotta go le...do leave comments k...thanks guys and gals...thats it ferr todae...buaiz...feelin so hot tis few days...mayb cuz itz humid ma...cannot go out w/o sweatin de..aiyo...bye peace...dee signin out *dEe OuT*
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
hEyHeY~!
hi there...sorri peeps...din update mi blog ferr so long...well...im happi that our church is movin to expo...tho itz kinda far away from mi house...but itz ferr a good cause...our church can move to a new new level...ya...and i oso hope that e ushers can do too...all of us...tho there r thousands of us...but we still need more...haha...
well...been realli bz ever since e "O" lvls finish...was slackin e first few weeks...then after that partied like hell...dyed mi hair copper blond...kinda kewl tho...and did a manicure...tho itz peeling...and went to escape last tuesdae and went on all e rides..i still can't imagine im tt crazy...probably under e influence of mi frens ba...but itz veri fun,crazy and hyper FUN~!wanna go there again...tho itz far...tee...i love lindsay lohan...she rawks...her fav clr is pink...like mi...haha...
well...i want to get a job...but until now i've not found a job...haha...i'ved asked ard la...haha...wanna get a job...so i can haf money to pay mi buildin fund and etc...i'm sorta in a dilemma now...there's a guy in mi usher ministry who is 27 years old..and well e first date din go as planned...but there's a part of mi that wans to be wif him...haha...but i recently oso kno two guys...one frm usher and one who is a normal member or at least...i kno e usher frm prayer meeting...tho i din get his number..e other guy is when i was queuin up at e ban mian stall..and he was holdin e $5 food voucher...and he asked e stall owner:"can i use tis not(referrin to e food vouchur) and i laughed la...cuz e question was darn funny...and he tot i was laughin at him...and we jus started chattin lo..haha...his name is jeff lo...haha...veri cute and funny...haha...and so im kinda torn between e three guys?haha...
well...beri long nvr go cell grp le...kinda miss e peeps...haha...but kinda oso losin touch le...cuz mayb no common topic ba...but i still haf some close frens in cell...like jo, jas, daryl and etc...tho veri long nvr see 'em le...and chat wif 'em...but happi la...dono y...haha..kinda tired tis few days...cause sat gt support duty at 10am at expo...then sun go expo at 8am...tho ray fetchin but need to wake up earli la...wuahaha...yawns...cldn't concentrate on e svc...and e lightning a bit dark too...guess itz not properly furnished yet ba...but i thank God ferr e new building...and i thank e expo organisers ferr leasin us tis place too...yah...tho itz far ferr e pple livin in e west...haha....
well...thats it ferr mi...gotta go le...do enjoy mi new blog...esp. e skin and e song...i lurve her....she rawks k...wuahaha...thanks to mi lil bro who introduced tis thingy to mi...he is juzz as krappy and fun as mi...wat can i do...we're siblings...it runs in e blood...haha...aniways...do enjoy it k...and do leave comments...good ones...well....im signin off her...ciao...tata~!