i'm denise, currently 21, ushering in the largest church in Singapore.. loving the people as well as the atmosphere there. love pink, cosplaying, taking pictures, watching movies, shopping and of cause spending time with dear!
hi there peeps..as you all know.. i have a bf called justin....we've been together for 1 yr and 3 months and 11 days...yeh...longest r/s ever...but i guess the longer e relationship, more problems will erupt right??like a volcano???hee....but i guess we never fail to work those problems out...by talking it out, expressing our emotions and feelings...even tho there are more heart-breaks and tears being shed...but at least we know that we're meant for each other, and nothing else matters right?hmm, wonder if dear tinks the same???hmmm....
anyway this is the longest relationship i've ever been in, and a christian, cause most of the other relationships that i've been in are non-christians, and they lie to mi sayin they wanna convert to christianity and blah...and like they're just lying to mi or something like that??all bull-shit?and i'm stupid enough to believe them..how dumb right???was single for a period of time..keep thinking that i'll be left on e shelf...yeh...but i guess God makes a way right???so after like years of waiting...the right one appeared...from a job interview....ikea at alexandra road...din think that i'll be able to get it lar...cause during school hols ma..den a lot of pple there...but managed to get it lar...den like got a few other pple also...den like we will see each other here and there...but sadly we like both work on different days...so like very hard to meet..unless like meet after work..like 6pm?hmm, yea...so like we did go out la....like in group the first time..went to watch spiderman...and shop around cine area...then e next time went out lo..watch movie i think..forgot e movie le...den third time went to vivo...he was late, cause went to meet aik leong to pass him stuff...i was early as usual...hai...guess cause im excited 2 meet him???den dat time he asked for mi hp number...say he wanna ask for the security number...den after that got one time, i wanted to buy stuff from ikea..den we both working ma..so went to toilet to change...den after i came out, he was gone...cause he thought i left already...den so he went off lo...saddd...
anyway...i'm just a lucky gurl...cause mi dear's a handsome guy...and i guess a lot of pretty laydies would be attracted to him...like in his office or whatever?hmm, still wondering why he chose mi...please enlighten mi okie dear...still remembered the first time he held mi hand..mi hand was so hot after he let go...yeh...and he was like asking mi whether i wanna be his gf or something...i was like hesitating..asking e pple ard mi for advice...and stuff...but in end, went ahead lo...glad that i made the decision..yeh...never regretted it...hope that dear doesn't cry..tee hee...
anyway this 1 year has been experienced both ups and downs...whether in mi personal life, fam life or just relationship wise...but even tho sometimes mi dear might be busy during work or stuff...and might not have the time to chat w mi...but he never fails to brighten up my day either by sms-ing or calling mi...just a simple thank you or i love you just puts a smile on mi face...yeh...and i guess sometimes i do take advantage of that???hee..sorry dear....okie..anyway...dear..just wanna say that i love euu a lot okie...and when u're on ur reservice for 2 weeks starting 29th september...i'll definitely miss you alot!alot alot...means cannot hear dear's voice or sms him...can't go out w him also...yea..wonder how m i goanna cope?definitely will die???but also can save money...means have to give dear dear alot of pictures le...so that when he misses mi, he can see e pics...of kawaii miii??hee...guys..don't puke...but dear...I REALLY WANNA MARRY YOU!so save up enough monie okie okie????wanna be with dear everyday...wake up wif him also...so sweet and romantic right???wuakaka...okie la...gotta go already...<3 YOU MILLIONS!!!*MUACKS~!*
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Thursday, September 04, 2008
hIhI~!
hi there peeps...been so free lately..it's as if im on holiday...because mi advisers went to gold coast, as mentioned in mi earlier post...and they'll only be back next monday...but next monday i half day cause got medical appt @ 11.40am..so like when they come back, i'm off...so farnee right?wuakaka...but anyway...i already told wendy...and she say okie..so wudever...haa...anyway this week was really hectic...only went home aft werk on monday...to rest i suppose....den tuesday went to do manicure and pedicure @ nail xpert...it's at purvis street, walkable distance from bugis mrt...e ambience there is nice...cosy chairs, frenly pple and good customer service...but their colours are kinda limited...and no tv to watch while they're doing ur nails...so yeah...a bit boring....only see magazines and stuff???dear waited for mi e entire time...he wasted his time away at national library..reading comics and stuff...we were supposed to go bugis, and see whether can find place that does manicure and pedicure...but i guess that's gonna take a veri long time...so i asked around on msn whether pple got ani recommendations...like mi company pple...den asked jasmine from kairos, cause she also does mani and pedi...and she recommended mi this place...so i called them up...it was actually $55, but first time customer is $40...so i just went ahead lo...it was raining...hate raining days...seriously...
den wed went for bs...also raining...i mean when we came out to make our way to bs, and it was like pouring....so i took out mi brolly, and shared w dear lor...it was raining so heavily okie...i was like wet..heels, jeans and mi top...dear too..he actually wanted to lend mi his jacket...but he wore it cause it was cold, and his bag had no space...and whatever stuff...but i said nevermind...i tahan lo..vat to do...den after dat wanted to take bus 51 home de...but in e end couldn't find e bus-stop..so took train..walked ard for like 30 mins...reached home about 10pm like that?den download anime lor...den yest went for outing w usher pple...at kenny rogers..was so bloated...and so sleepy...actually din wan to go one...but veri long nvr fellowship w 'em already, so just went lor....reached at 6.25pm....was bout to leave w joey, when e pple from NTUC came, and distributed moon cake...so yummy...
den after tat took train 2 city hall lo...took e 2nd train, cause e first train was super crowded...and couldn't squeeze in...but e 2nd train, e stoopid guy keep pushing us lo...like sardines in a can...so damn yucky...but managed to get off @ city hall tho..not that bad...den met 'em at e mrt station...ate kenny rogers....yeh...so damn full okie...den after dat shopped around for xin yi's cell member's birthday present...yeh..den went home lo..was actually having a bad headache de...yah...so went home and rest....chatted w dear while waiting for bus...but he wan mi to go rest, cause i having headache...so ya lo...so watched anime on e bus lo...yah..
den on friday had cell lo..i mean make-up cell...went to dear's one..@ china town...yah...ate dinner..den jalan jalan a while..yah....den went up lo..played so many fun games...while waiting for ming yao...cell was fun...den after that had cause sp and adam going into army on thursday...so they presented gifts to them la....and a video which made winnie cry?yah..den after that fellowshipped and took pics...den went home..waited so long for the bus okie...yah...
den on sat had school....yah..it was really a bad day for mii...relationship problems bah...shan't go too much into that...but i bought vampire knight cosplay...at a shop called haru house @ far east...total was $148...tried it on, and it looked nice...so bought lo...but gonna b scolded mi mom..yah...den after that went home lo..hee...den quarelled w dear again...haizx....but managed to resolve it la...hee...w much tears...yah...haa....just say that im a super emotional person?hee...
on sunday went to church...woke up late due to saturday's night's mishap...woke up @ 7.30am...mi alarm din ring...and we were supposed 2 leave at 8am..means can't curl hair...sian-ness...reached expo mrt at like 9am like that...den went toilet...bought food from the shop near e mrt staion, and milk tea...had prayer meeting...long time since i went for prayer meeting....yah...den after that to toilet, cause prayer meeting ended 9.45am....den chatted w dear...yah...and stuff...service was great..even tho i was like sleepy...even tho i overslept...but whatever....den after svc rang dear....he was surprised that ended so early..cause it was like 15 mins before noon...so hv to wait super long 4 deary...den about 12.30pm, he rang mi up saying that his brother isn't going...so that means that can't go his house and do spring-cleaning le..so i asked him to decide lo..den he say go fellowship w 'em lo..since they going into army on thursday...den i said anything lo....den after dat shopped around expo...cause got mega sale...but i already went in and shopped around before dear arrived...tried on a pair of boots...but don hv mi size...sob sob...and went 2 e book sale...also nothing much....
after dat dear arrived...together w his cell members...went into the john little sale, and showed him e boots....yah...den walked to expo hall 8..and waited lo...had to fill up the application form...li xin first time, so she was like scared...den dear keep saying about e needle and all dose stuff...den she was like freaked out and stuff...but because she's first time doing, they have to check whether her veins is big enough for the needle to pierce through...unfortunately, it was too small..and coz dear had cough, cannot donate blood..only sp went..den we were like playing psp to waste time...den after dat shannon came..at like 5pm..so we waited for about 2 hours...and since dear had to pack his room, and we prolly hav to wait till 7pm till shannon finishes..and still hv to go and eat ice-cream...and i also have to be home by 9.30pm, cause got fam worship...left dear's house about 8.15pm...cause want to take comics...and forgot mi phone when we were already in the lift...so accompanied dear up and took lo....den walked over to e mrt station...den took e train lo...dear say cannot call him, cause he's busy packing his room lo...so din lo...so sian lo...watched shakugan no shana..yah...hee...it's a pretty interesting anime...yes...enjoyed it loads...
then after dat slept lo...totally tired...den on monday left office at 11am..cause had medical appt...den after dat went shoppin @ anchorpoint...saw boots @ charles and keith, but no black..boo hoo...so din buy...den shopped @ ikea...cause e appt ended early..like about noon?mi appt was 11.40pm...fast right?yah..no medicine...cause e cream still have a lot la...like 3/4 bottle?hee...so after dat went 4 lunch lo....den went back...e doctor was waiting for us..finished @ like 3pm like that...den went back office...called wendy...den worked until 6pm lo...den went home n rest...wuakaka...nonsense...
tuesday went for work lo..as usual...was tired...yah...den tuesday went out w dear...went shopping ard orchard 4 boots..yeh...din manage to find any within mi budget...but saw some unique designs...but were like $599??so ex right...or like $100 over...cannot sehh...i'll get a real big beating...and seriously i'lll b deep in debt?wuahahah...so after dat went home lo....den was waiting for e bus..so damn long...almost missed it..cause mom called...and we were like e back facing the direction of the bus...so like din see...luckily dear turned around and saw...so managed to board lo...but din get to hug or kiss dear before i left?hee...so called him and said sorry...but he sae getting on e bus more important..so sweet right...den after dat walked home lo...
wed had bible study...but wanted to try taking 51 home...but last week cause i din have e map...so yest went online and searched for the map lo...tried singapore land authority..printed out, but cannot see where is riverwalk, and e road name...den tried street directory..e map veri clear,but cannot print out...sian-ness....so asked mi adviser who was sitting near mi whether got street directory...luckily he got, so i copied it lo..enlarged to A4 size...yeh...and den printed out the route information and e timings....left together w arielle and chee wee...biondi left...i guess cause he din see mi?or couldn't b bothered?yeappp....so finally managed to find e bus stop..so proud of miself...wanted 2 sit on e upper deck..but crowded...so stood lo...finally managed to get a seat after a few stops...yeh....reached like bout 10pm..dat's sho early...so switched on lap top and checked e-mail...yeap...but memory full, so cleared up e unnecessary stuff....so dat i can download anime?yesh...slept at about 1am????this whole week have to wake up at like 6.50am, cause dad in m'sia...sian-ness...but i leave mi house at about 8am, 5 mins later...cause like heck care lo...reach office before 9am...better den nothing?wuakakaka....den slacked around lo...this week damn slack...ya lo...anyway...hope that i can find boots to match mi vampire knight cosplay..prefably around ankle level...not too high, cause very stinko inside...any ideas?saw one at charles and keith @ central @ clarke quay mrt...but i dono whether that is able to match?yesh...anyway..i'll continue hunting..mi costume hasn't been ready....cause i sent it for alteration..prolly in Oct?wuahaha...i guess...can't wait...hee...anyway..that's it for mi...gtg already..see ya..don miss mi alrighty??*muacks muacks*~!