i'm denise, currently 21, ushering in the largest church in Singapore.. loving the people as well as the atmosphere there. love pink, cosplaying, taking pictures, watching movies, shopping and of cause spending time with dear!
hye there peeps...sorry ferr not updating...been kinda bzy w projects and stuff...tmrw is mi 5th month anniversary w dear..was supposed to go vivocity and eat ben and jerrys..but something happened yest...i was walking down e stairs in mi church..aft e usher meeting...den jumped down cos i tot no more steps..but missed one..and i was like in pain...and samuel asked mi whether i was okay..i couldn't answer him..cos it was too pain already...din called dear and told him lor....managed to reach back home in one piece...but a bit painful..was like hobbling...din a mistake by runnin aft e bus..hai...den aft dat went to shower, and ask mom to take a look..she helped mi to bandage it..so at least won't b dat pain...aft dat slept for a while..and den did project...but it was so painful..stomach oso pain...den dear oso nvr answer mi calls and sms-es...dono wat happened 2 him...so sms-ed him askin him to call when he sees tis sms...he told mi dat he left his fone @ home...forgot 2 bring down...den told him dat would b seein a doc today if still painful...but not dat painful le la...can walk la, but still need to hobble a bit...yep...so din c doc..cos mom sae won't prescribe ani medicine..onli mabbe refer to hospital for an x-ray?as usual?so staying @ home till mi leg recovers?wat a boring week...hai...missin mi dear so badly..niwae..dat's it 4 mi...will write soon..bye!
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Monday, October 22, 2007
tRiBuTe To My HuBbY~
hi there peeps...wassup...feelin so bored coped up @ home doing mi project..onli go out 4 lunch and grocery shopping...other than that, nothin much..and chattin w mi dear...e chosen one...feel so grateful that he's my bf and that im exclusively his...would feel so sad if he cheated on mi..but i noe in mi heart dat he most obviously won't and wouldn't dare..me too..he's such a gem to mi...missin him like crazy for e past few weeks..cos even tho we did meet, i love him more everyday, and i guess nobody would understand..onli he would...feel so safe and loved in his arms..strong and muscular arms...those readers who re still single would prolly envy mi..envy all u wan..becos tis man is mine..and he's set to b hubby..hee...can c it happenin in mi dreams..wuahaha...don laugh at mi?im serious...
feel so grateful to God for sending mi dear to mi...even tho im only 19, and might not be at e right age for a bf?but who cares?i tot 2007 was juz gonna b a normal year, w nothing special..but i guess 2007 really rocked 4 mi..and i guess i'll hv sum1 to share mi new year w mi..feel so warm in mi heart...cos he's everything to mi and i live 4 him..and God too..both of 'em re equally special and mean so much 2 mi...if onli dear was w mi everyday..i would hold him in my arms n never let go..NEVER!hee...
feel sho puzzled over e usher ting...like i mean carrie told mi that if mi cell is shifting over to e jurong west svc...we'll onli hv 1 svc duty and dat's all..i was so shocked..like wat m i supposed 2 do..and mi mom was like tinkin i wanna create trouble?wondering wat to tell carrie when she calls...hai..feel so stressed and still got project 2 complete and blar...hai...left mi charger at dear's house yest..by e time i realised, i was already on e train home..hai..and mi mp3 player no batt..suay...i wanna cry in mi dear's arms...don wanna cry alone..feel so lonely...tears flowin down mi cheeks...*sob*
niwae...back to mi project..sian project...bout lupus..like hai..something close 2 mi heart..yea..i wanna get married 2 mi dear so badly...missing him till mi heart aches...and feel so sad, and heart pain..hai..niwae...see u peeps soon~!
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Friday, October 19, 2007
hA~!
hye there...had grad meeting on wed...at dhoby ghaut..so sian...now startin on it already..but not in e mood..juz wanna slack and hv fun..hee...den yest met dear...at somerset...i was a few mins earlier..hee...miss him so much...wanna hug him day and night...he fetched mi home to ask mi dad whether i could stay over @ his house tmrw..cuz sunday got his nephew full month at khatib..and very far 4 mi..hv to wake up like pretty earli?like seriously..ard 8am plus?luckily dad said yes..so he brought some of e stuff over..like e comics dat i owed him, mi change of clothes, e present and stuff...hee...so excited..can't wait..gonna hv so much fun..can sleep late and watch telly..woopee!that's e greatest feeling ever!bein w mi hubby!haahaa...niwae...back to mi project..sian-ness...will c u soon?bye!
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Monday, October 15, 2007
wOaH..
sorry for nt blogging...finished mi exams last wk and has been slacking ever since..like seriously?hee...watching heroes, msn-ing, sleepin and waking up late, shop and buy stuff?wuahaha....and last bt nt least can spend more time w deariest deary dear...he's sho cute...went out w him on thursdae..watched resident evil at marina square...it was kinda comfy, but e speakers was just beside us, and it wasn't couple seat..but nevertheless..it was ncie lar..but scary?yea...and can cuddle dear..hee...so comfy...i was cold too...den aft at went HMV..and sat at e fountain at suntec...cuz nothing to do?haha...den went 2 take bus...
on fridae went to vivo...bought a dress, a pair of shoes and pink nail polish..mom was like naggin?like help dear to save monie all dose krap?like obviously i got help him save monie wot?aiyo leh...den went home, showered and watched heroes..season 2...yea...kinda kool lar...den watched are we there yet on axn @ 9pm..and ghost whisperer on ch 5 @ 1opm...den chatted w dear...hee...until pretty late?cos sat dun need wake up dat earli..like be4 10am cos of his music lesson?yeap...
den on sat got cell group..it was pretty good lar...learnt a new song...den rushed to svc aft dat..reached e hall like ard 5.10pm?smth liddat..saw chee keong and his fwen, so sat w 'em...den aft svc walked to foyer 2 via e back door...saw a few of dear's cell members, but din c dear...hee...went to find toilet...super packed...den aft dat waited 4 dear at foyer 2,taxi stand..yeap...he din c mi, so i chased aft him...like diao...hee...reached home ard 10pm?bought cleo at cheers, and green tea at 7-11...den showered, ate dinner and den slept?hee...in e same room, but on diff bed lar..aidoh...woke up earlier den dear, and waited 4 him to wake up..he woke up at 10am...so brushed teeth and den left house at noon..left mi pouch @ home, w mi mp3 player, medication, concealer and lip-gloss..hai...dear oso left his watch @ mi house..sho forgetful?hee...had a fun day..even tho snow city was pretty cold...din get gloves...keep goin out to de-frost?hee...den went to IMM, bought mi headfones..same as dear's de...$49...but better i suppose?din ask dear..wuahaha...dear cooked noodles and nuggets 4 mi..so yummy..watched taxi tog w his bro...den went home..reached home at ard 11pm plus?den slept at 2am...hee...niwae...dat's it 4 mii..shall continue watchin mi heroes season 2?ciao~!
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Friday, October 05, 2007
hAi`!
hi dere peeps...decided to blog cos was feelin bored and nothing much to do?niwae...had mi journalism paper on wed..it was pretty alright..went into e class late..cos was revising w rina n shalini..sanam was pretty weird?she moved away when i sat dowN?tuesdae went to dear's house...so long nvr go already...din manage to study mcuh, cos i already studied before hand...jus had to revise and get e facts into mi head...made dear pissed dat day...guess it was mi fault..but i promised dear that i'll change..and i'll make sure dat i'll do that...won't let him down...cos i don wanna break...i wanna b his best..one and only..and i wanna marry him...dat's right...he's e onli guy dat im truely serious bout...and i won't let him go juz becos of mi stupid mistakes...i will definitely regret it...and he loves mi soo much rite?yeh...he oso wanna marry mi mah...guess i hav to mature on mi own..and take responsibility of mi own actions rite?that's wat dear always say...
nx is usher lo...mom wans mi to quit..but i don wanna..cos it's mi calling and i don wanna regret dat decision, juz cos mi mom wans mi to..i hv to mature and make mi own decisions..im 19, not 12 years old...im goanna b an adult soon...goanna start a family already..cannot everything hav to ask from mom or watever correcto?hai..im so in a dilemma..do i please God or please man?so frustrating...argh...i wanna make mi own stand...im not a kid anymore...i have to mature and b like dear...b independent..yea...if not i'll still b a kid in his eyes...niwae...i gotta go already..see u peeps soon~!
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
news about e stars..
hye there...was shopping at great world city..and went to mani shops dat sold magazines..so i juz browsed through..wat i read amazed mi man...im totally disconnected from e outside world..firstly...nicole richie is 4 months pregnant w joel maddan's baby rite?but he's back tog w hilary duff, they dated 4 2 years be4 they broke up..and i was pretty sad, cos i loved both of 'em...they're good singers and actors...yea...well, at least im happy 4 now...even tho nicole might b fuming..but i guess rich gurls don always get what they wan...and she's a bimbo..i hope joel makes e right decision...guess nicole haf to take care of e baby herself or abort it?hmm...
secondly paris hilton has a new squeeze..woo...it's none other den alex vaggo..he's from swedish..woo...he's a tourist, and paris bought him around sight seeing and stuff..yeh..they do look good tog?yea...niwae paris always hv good taste...
if you're a heroes fan..u'll b amazed, shocked, freaked out that actress hayden panettiere, who is Claire Bennet in the show, as the undestructable cheerleader...she's together with none other than Milo..e guy who acted as peter who can absorb ani of the heroes's powers once in contact w 'em..hmmm..well..hayden is 18 and milo is 30..but who's complaining?they look great tog..they hv great chemistry on-screen too..i guess they will hv too off-screen...they look so HOTT tog mann...niwae..i'll keep u guys posted on ani more celebs stars?see ya!
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Monday, October 01, 2007
hye there peeps...tis wk was exam week...pretty sian...studying like mad la..then on thursdae gt bad headache and stuff...then was sick until sunday...at least managed to study for JS..and ya..i guess i dono y these past month i keep falling sick and stuff...missed 3 weeks of service...hai..dono y mi body is so weak..hope i don flare and end up in e hospital 4 a week or smth liddat?hee...feelin so damn hungry now...niwae...supposed to go 4 e bbq on fridae...but mom wanted mi to stay home and rest,as i still had headaches and stuff...and need to mug 4 exams oso..basically i was stuck at home..onli go out 4 lunching and buy groceries and ingredients 4 dinner..if mom was cookin la...then on sat went to westmall...bought dear's anniversaries presents....and he loved it..hee...came over yest...so long nvr see him already...hee...
hope dat i can do better tis term...yeap..so hav to study harder and smarter..hee..really need God's strength n wisdom..hee..hopefully i can get well b4 sundae...and go to church...yeap...niwae...im back 2 mugging..wish mi luck guys...and im seriously loving mi new blogskins...dear was so ncie to mi...asked mi how i was and stuff..even bought vitamin C tablets 4 mi...he's a gem 2 mi man...if onli i was his wife..hee...niwae..see u peeps sooon alrighty..and i'll b graduating w mi dip cert tis sat at ritz carlton..hope i look HOTT enuff..will prolly cam-whore w mi classmates, parents and of cos...MI DEAR!he's such a hottie...*winks*..
