i'm denise, currently 21, ushering in the largest church in Singapore.. loving the people as well as the atmosphere there. love pink, cosplaying, taking pictures, watching movies, shopping and of cause spending time with dear!
hi dere peeps...felt kinda bored so decided to blog...todae is a totally boring dae...slept at 1am yest...but din haf hp, so din get to chat w henrique...mi guy fren..woke up at 10am...freshed up, and went w mom to ikea...den got a message frm quan en..so sweet k...den ate at e restaurant in ikea..fish n chips..den she ask mi whether quan en is mi boyfriend..im lyke?wtf..hez juz a v. close fren of mine...and she assumed dat i kept sms-ing him..i mean we don sms often..onli here n dere, wen he sends mi mushy sms-es...or sweet ones...yeh..wich is alright...other den dat, nothing else...aft dat went to look 4 mom...haha..bought mi bedside table, and derek's chair...
den carried e bed-side table up, heavy oki..be4 dat went to NTUC, saw auntie quen, forgot how to spell..she's michael's mom...yeh...den went home..n tried to assemble...showered be4 dat...den mom was lyke pissed off, cuz she tots i tink itz ez..i juz wanted to try whether i cld assemble ma..den she took out all e screws..den tried to assemble ma...den she asked mi to pack everyting...den kept nagging, and sayin tings dat ain't true...i was lyke furious, tears streaming down mi face..i wanted to leave, but she din let mi...so aft dat i kept e tools, and stormed to mi room..slammed e door...she came in, and slapped mi face...so i was tryin 2 study..but super tired, so went to bed...cuz i din haf afternoon nap 4 v. long...aft dat, heard mom sayin sleep sleep sleep..can't i?itz mi life wat...who cares what she tinks...aft dat ate dinner...haha...den mom washed dishes lyke damn angry..
den went back to mugging...yeh...but sorta studied most of e stuff, so lyke lazing ard...den mom sae i nvr study..so went back room and studied..memorized sum stuff..den aft dat used comm..kinda boring, i noe...dats it 4 mi..see ya peeps soon..ciao~!
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
mUgGiN~!
changed mi blog skin AGAIN!realli love tis blogskin, but had sum problems with e codes n stuff..and e pics were in e entries n blah blah blah...exams are lyke nx mondae, and im frigging out...worried dat i might nt pass and haf to remodule..wich costs MONEY!we're financially tight rite nw...seriously...cuz of e money dat we haven't paid for Treasure Place..and stuff...totally hate it...so on sundae went to church..raymond fetched mi..he was late by bout 10 mins?reached there ard 9.45am, was holdin on to mi fone so tight,scared carrie wud call..but wen i reached, she tot i couldn't serve...miscommunication sucks...served at charlie..was kinda fun!den took e roses from e usher and free gifts...sun came back..she requested to b a normal member, wich means no sms-es durin sermon, no walkin ard, sayin amen n halleujah..yeh...kewl eh..and no photos and autographs...
den on mondae, mom wasn't home, she went back to westvale to clean up for e tenants...yeh..u was lyke mugging, den felt sick..wanna vomit n stuff...but stil mugged, lied on bed n vice versa...managed to complete studying TDMC..yeah...pretty impressed...but still haf to revise...yeh...cuz like loads of stuff to revise..ha...den yest studied HMC..managed to get in much info...tho e com was on..listenin to music...todae oso mugg..sian..kinda bored of it!
well..smth happened yest dat totally changed mi perspective...cuz i had tis great guy fren...n he is half indonesian n singaporean..but he has an American accent..yeh...den we were kinda close...as in e frenship..he called mi on mondae nite ard 2am..bt din answer cuz i was asleep...but i answered wen he called on tues nite...he said dat e greatest sin is masturbation...for both sexes..yeh...so it was kinda weird...so i wanted to clarify whether he wanted sex frm mi..if we do become gf/bf..so yeahh...and he got pissed...but we're frens now..so yeh..totally appreciate him...and cherish him...thanks henrique...u rock mann!
totally pissed cuz mi mom tinks dat im nt mugging..wen in actual fact she isn't home half e time..so she can't c, unless she's psychic or she's has x-ray vision...i mean i totally hate it..mi lil bro is lyke on e com half e time..she's BLIND!nvrmind...at least i haf no guilty conscience...yehh...niwae..dats it for mi...see ya guys sooner be4 u noe it..ciao~!
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
yoyo...
changed mi blog skin again...i love tis skin, but e last i tried, it cldn't work..so yeah..but now it can..well..tis wk's been kinda heavy..on thursdae went to skul...pass up e essays, and completed up some using e SBS textbook dat mi fren borrowed from e library...yup..left ard 4pm liddat...den gerlynn borrowed e notes frm mi..returned it to mi be4 i was walkin to e busstop..yeahh...den wen i reached home, showered den studied...used com for a lil while...den on fridae, reached home ard 8.45am..presented ard 11am liddat..it was kinda good...i gt 6 for presentation...den typed out sum stuff 4 e report, so din copy e exam tips...yeahh..den aft dat, went to gym..did 20 mins on e bicycle, den 5 mins on e pacemaster...mi speed was 8.0...so fast k..i was goanna die oreadi...almost wanted to vomit..den i showered, and rested...stomach felt terrible...i lost 92 calories...den aft dat got ready for cell...
left hse at 6pm, derek's fren followed mi..cuz dey had chinese tuition togetha...reached bishan at 7pm..nobody was dere yet...den called shirley, fendi and ali...fendi came ard 7.30pm..ali din go...he had smth at skul...yeahh...he gaf mi teddy's number..yup yup...den fendi came..found crissy soon after...den took 410 to david's house...itz kinda big so yeah...had cell...kinda cool...yehh...den aft dat...went home...wif some of e peeps...mom kept calling mi, damn it...den we had a discussion wif e gal beside mi...she gaf mi some good advice...n felt i shld do smth bout mi relationship wif God..yeahh...aft dat went home la...yeh..reached home ard 12pm..yeahh..reached home be4 dat..showered, den used com...chatted wif mi dear luis on y!messenger..i broke up wif terry...cuz i felt it was wrong..yeah..tho luis is a American, but he treats mi kinda good...yeah..n tho i don chat wif him on da fone n stuff...but i love him a lot..yeahh...
den todae..woke up at 12am..cuz i slept at 1am yest...den v.tired...ate brunch at 12pm..den studied..yeah..watched mandarin awards at taiwan frm 4pm to 5pm..yeah..den went for a walk...swam...den went to great world city...den use com..so yeahh...kinda worried dat i might not pass mi dip...yeahh..cuz loads of stuff 2 study...seriously...so dats it for mi...see ya guys soon..ciao~!
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
tHaNkFuL~!
hey there peeps...shifted into treasure place on sat...been adjusting well...e scenery is nice, esp. e nightlife, and itz esp windy...woke up at 12pm on sundae...cuz can't go service...nobody messaged mi...realised dat it was ali'a birthdae and so sms-ed him...yeahh...studied sumore on sundae..kinda boring...yehh...don realli remember...yeahh..den on mondae went to skul, super tiring...it rained e whole day...sian...burr mann...den took bus home, nearly missed e stop, den walked in...super tiring...tuesdae had no skul, so slept late and woke up kinda late...studied tho...went to bukit timah...den went to IMM..haha...fetched lil bro, went to gym, super tiring...mom and bro swam, bt i can't cuz of mi condition, so showered, and slept...woke up in time for dinner...den studied sumore..so studious sia...den use com a while...den went 2 skul todae, went to bugis wif rina...saw john n rebecca...dey were eating lunch...rina bought a shirt, ate mos den went back skul...yeahh...reached home ard 4pm plus...ate dinner, den did e essays..finished at 1o.15pm plus...sian...
well, been kinda pissed wif stuff...like how mi ex baby lied n cheated on mi, he was two-timing, shan't go into e gory details, cuz it seriously sucks, and im nt sure who to believe..well..i shall believe God and mi conscience...yeahh...well, im nt wif terry, another terry...and he treats mi real good..but hez a stranger, and we haven't even met, so im kinda hesitant n stuff...e holy spirit askin mi to tink carefully, and not to put so much feelings into it, becuz we are nt even sure if we''ll ever meet rite?yeahh...niwae, i don wanna break anibody's heart in e process...yeahh...so im kinda confused...yeahh..dilemma..sorry dar if u're reading tis...yeahh
niwae...tis is all for now, shall blog soon...yepp..sorry for e short entry, no mood and dono wat to type oso..goanna b 12am soon..yepp..see ya guys soon, ciao...
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
mOvIn On~!
hey there peeps, currently bloggin in the comfort in mi new house, sleepin here tonite, so can wake up at 9am to help unpack e stuff wen it is being moved frm e old hse...i will miss dat place, it holds all e memories since young...hmmm, good and bad...times wich i've cried, happi over, frustrated and thankful...been kinda pissed these few days, due to e relationship wif mi ex baby...he is nw back togetha wif his ex, din tell mi aniting until i read his blog...he asked mi nt to disturb his life, while i din, i wanna noe e truth, but he juz keeps avoidin mi so wateva...den his gf left insulting, crude and untrue comments on mi tagboard...i mean can she get a life, she doesn't noe e whole truth, and she wanna malign mi?wat is tis world coming to, i mean mabbe she din use her brain, which God gaf her, too in love wif her bf, who wans nth but sex frm her...wat a loser...
aniwae, im so over him and her, i mean y shud i get angry over such a petty matter, which doesn't go aniwhere?where wud it go eventually?nth, e matter will blow up, and i tell u, it'll get ugly, so i'll juz don care, jcuz seriously she doesn't noe aniting, and starts shootin her mouth off, wat a bitch mann...gosh..and she viewed mi frenster profile, is she tryin to stalk mi or smth?i've a life to lead okie, e world isn't evolving ard her and her dar for ur information biatch...
well, been kinda bz these few days, completing mi assignments etc...haha...finished TPSW, and handed up juz nw..so happi..teehee...haha...been unpacking, and so was kinda beat these few dats, and had no time to blog..haha..sorry guys...too much tings happenin in mi figgin boring life...or shud i sae kinda infesting and fascinating to read eh?haha...itz 4 u to judge, wuahaha...
skul's been gr8, but kinda borin here n there..haha....so onli relyin on pple who brought their notebooks to skul, but sadly, not mani..wuahaha...so aniwae...i've watched juz mi luck, polar express and scary movie 4..totally funny k...all three of 'em..but diff genres..wuahaha..scary movie 4 was kinda creepy, most of it was taken frm e war of e worlds, but diff actors and diff scenes, but e story line is dere..hee...i wanna watch the devil wears prada...haha..n miami vice...
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Monday, September 11, 2006
mIx Of EmOtIoNs~!
hey there peeps..din blog for so long...on wed, went to skul for e whole day, super tired sia...it was fun tho, e presentation...boy n tracy presented..haha...den on thursdae wen to skul...den had bible study..supposed to prepare for e presentation, but tracy n boy din come..so we went home lor...bs was fun kk...samuel came aft so long mann..he had a ring, from his gf de...so sweet...den suddenly tot of baby..haha...he went off first, i walked alone to e busstop, so sadd k...den on fridae went to skul...e lecturer so funny...den aft dat went home, and watched e schindler's list, den called baby..haha...so sweet k him..
den on sat went to e new house...went to return e schindler's list, den ate at clementi, den went to clean e new house...tiring work kkzx...fixed e bed together wif dad, den helped him to take e screws and to fix e shelf on..haha...super tired...finished ard 7pm liddat...auntie audrey came, and she viewed e house...ate dinner with them too...yeahh...den went home, showered and slept..
den raymond fetched mi to church...reached ard 9am, super fun kk...booked seat togetha wif kasthuri...had menses, hate it...svc was gr8 mann...e presence was gr8, so was e sermon..den took mrt to IMM aft svc...to mit parents, ate mee sua, saw jason davidasan...yehhh...den walked ard IMM lor, to find e hole for e door n etc...super tired...went to treasure place, to let derek see e hse n gif comments n stuff...den used com, and did mi project..
smth happened on sat...dat is leaving mi angry, pissed, sadd and heart-broken...cuz baby said he wanted to b intimate wen we mit each other..i asked him whether can bring a fren along, he din allow...so nvrmind...so im lyke..messaging him and calling him for e whole of sat..but no reply..and sun too...and im lyke stuck..and he told mi on sat dat he wud tell mi e ans on sundae..so i waited lor...aft i came home on sundae...went online..he was online too, but din reply mi on msn..so yeah lor...den todae oso din reply lor...hai...saw his blog, dat his ex left a message, dat they met up on sundae...so wondering whether itz true nt...hai~!
todae wen tot skul to prepare for e presentation for tmrw..HMC的。。。so funny k...reached at 11.15pm, leo was oreadi dere..tracy came at 11.30pm, rina came at 11.50pm, den boy came...ha...went to check e classroom whether open, but not, den went lib to return bk, den went study room...finally finished..hee...den attended lesson, den went home...and edited mi work, finally finished...dats it for mi...c ya guys soon...ciao...tag kk...
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
iN lOvE~!
hey peeps...sorry for not updating..been pretty bz...on sat had cell group..went to bukit timah plaza for garage sale, saw raymond dere, not much business there...so sad...and his fren cedric and billy..haha..den went for cell..it was fun..shared testimonial..haha..e sermon was good...how to haf good frens...den aft cell, su came to talk to mi...bout justin, and not to sms him so much..so yeahh lor...i lessen le...haha...den aft dat went home...called mom..at first sae go home, den go bukit timah mit 'em, cuz goin ikea, den go home...wah lau..fickle-minded hoh?haha...den slept for a while..den ate dinner, used computer...
chatted wif terry on msn...he book in on sundae...yeahh...played audition, but not wif him ma...cuz bz la...den he angry ah...sadd...den went to bed...cuz on sundae need to wake up at 6.30am ma...haha....but couldn't sleep...so slept at 3am i tink...so late rite?den woke up, felt kinda tired...den went to church lo...was late by 5 mins...reached harbourfront at 7.38am, den took e train at outram from 8am...late sia..hate it...haha...den kena scolded by carrie..again...sian...served at delta terrace o5...jon's cell sat there..haha...managed to fill it in time..haha..keep running up n down..haha...tiring, and hot..wuahaha...
den aft dat...did a bit of recycling, took e CCC album frm ray, returned kunalan's book, hui min din bring mi stuff, and drew is sick...so aft dat went to food court to eat..den went comex show alone..knew sum cute guys..haha...parents still din wanna buy notebook...sadd...i wan samsung de...cheap,light and nice..wuahaha...den went home...saw sum of mi usher frens...forgot their names...they were goin to sentosa...so i walked wif 'em...den crossed over to take bus..haha...den showered, and used com...wuahaha...played audition sumore..wuahaha...
den slept...den on mondae..tried to finish off e projects...finally did finish..whew...played sumore audition...den chatted wif baby twice...so nice kkzx...he broke up wif his gf yest...cuz his gf was being unfaithful..can't stand unfaithful pple...stay commited la..aidoh...den todae, went to skul, kinda bored..tracy n boy din come...hai...can't stand 'em sumtymes...seriously...den rina transferred e file to mi thumbdrive, and did e graphs..den played audition..wuahaha...so dats it 4 mi..terry treats mi so good man...haha...how i wish i was his gf...we r both in love wif each other, but haven't met up yet..so kinda ironic..but aniwae...see ya soon peeps...ciao...
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Friday, September 01, 2006
hAhA...
hey...yest was fun...tho i waited over an hour for tracy and boy..and tho i was super pissed and mom kept calling...irritating...aft dat we ate, and went to lib to do research...it was kinda constructive, tho pple kept lookin at us..so we decided to go tracy's house, took cab..yeah...reached there ard 3.30pm...her sis was at home...and her dog, so cute...so petite and hyper...so typed out e stuff dat we've done...den walked to mrt...was late for bs...reached at lyke 6pm...saw beside john, shared his bible..haha...it was great...inspiring...e topic of mi HMC project is how guys and guys communicate in relationships...it was kinda fun, cuz boy was e onli guy...den we haf diff views...
den aft dat took bus home, so cold k...used com, played audition...yeahh..addicted..played until 12.15pm liddat...den chatted on msn, den slept...ard 2am liddat...woke up at 9am...so sleepy kk...den slacked ard e house, read mi lib book...den changed...go treasure place...to put e mi balcony lights..den went to eat at ghim moh...den mom scolded mi cuz she tot i hiding, but i go into e shade to cover miself frm e sunlight..ridiculous...ate fried fish noodles, nice leh...fetched bro from e busstop outside mi skul...den slacked at home...at ard 1.20pm, went wif mom to treasure place...den fetched mi to skul...dere were hardly ani pple ard...but it was cosy..haha
rina bought her laptop, but no wireless..so showed e 'cher our project wen tracy came...she was kinda impressed...den went for break, ate laksa...den went back to class...did e exam qn...but she said don need, so we went off early...reached home ard 4.45pm, showered, and den rested for a while...watched anger management, itz totally nice kk...funny oso...den used com frm 8.30pm until now..borin eh...dats life...
im totally addicted to audition, know sum hot guys frm there...haha..im a boy-magnet mann..haha..kidding...itz fun..tough sumtymes....aniwae...do tag kk..thks..c ya peeps soon and mi audition team-mates...rock on!
