i'm denise, currently 21, ushering in the largest church in Singapore.. loving the people as well as the atmosphere there. love pink, cosplaying, taking pictures, watching movies, shopping and of cause spending time with dear!
hi there all...sorry once again for not blogging... been busy with chinese new year, and work.. work these past few days has been stressful... much more busier than last time... this is so because one of adviser which pulled out long ago.. i think before Christmas suddenly needed my help... and e e-mail which he sent me was so sarcastic.. things like trust you can do your job without any mistakes.. i mean if i don't make mistakes, means i'm perfect in my job, and there's nothing for me to learn or improve on... so why m i still UNDERPAID??? someone tell mee~! i so wanna change to a new job, but tell me, why no people is hiring or employing me? becuz of my qualifications or what? sia la... and then this adviser e-mailed me so many things to do, like arrange medical examination for his client, call insurance companies to follow-up etc etc.. and he needs the answer(s) either by that day or the following day? excuse me, you're not the only adviser that i'm assisting.. i'm also helping me boss and 2 other advisers... which btw, also has things for me to doo... and after i came back from lunch, i saw so many e-mails from him.. and the first e-mail which i saw, was so sarcastic, i didn't even have the mood to do his work properly.. i mean if you wan someone to help you, you should send an e-mail in a polite and professional way.. not something like :"do your job w/o mistakes". no-one can achieve that.. NO-ONE except God!
so i called up the clinic la, and asked one by one if they have slot.. i even called orchard.. all no slots..all fully booked... so i told the adviser.. he said ask for next saturday..i was so pissed off okay.. i mean you shld have told me earlier if i could ask for alternative dates etc... so i don need to waste my time calling? like ermm duh? and he was like sms-ing me so many times?? i mean hello... i'm not so free to sms you back, when i'm already so darn busy?i mean you're not in the office, you won't know who's working hard in office and etc... i mean it's so selfish...so i was having bad headache... was supposed to go for prudential seminar, but in the end didn't go.. because of work and headache.. felt so bad for promising him that i would go.. haha... and i don even get paid for doing over-time, so it's like cheap and free labour? so that's why i'm considering a change of environment.. yeap... or maybe i'll just continue my studies?? maybe a degree? not sure.. haizx.. have to pray to God to get a definite answer.. hee... anyways.. that's it for me.. will blogg soon.. see you pretties soonie! :)
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
a new year, a new start.
anyways, wanted to blog like forever, but keep forgetting.. because too busy or just too tired...but anyways i have nothing but good news to share.. or should i say great news?i went for my usual medical appointment in the morning today.. was another doctor, because the one which i visited went on holiday or what.. forgot la... so he reviewed the urine and blood test, and he said was normal.. my vital organs are all okay, and no trace of lupus in my blood system and all those... meaning that the disease is only active on my face, but not my blood system. i was so happy when i heard that... and then he also told me that i've been seeing them for about 5 years le, ever since i was diagnosed with the disease, so everything major that could happen would have happen within that time span. like flares, condition deteoriating like that...
so he said the chance of anthing major happening would be lesser, but not 0%.. so must be on my guard, so that if anything happen, i would be prepared la.. hee hee... but im glad that the worst is finally over.. just that i have to take a steroid jab once a month.. which seriously sucks to the max.. but at least i can see improvement on my face la... not that red as when i was first diagnosed.. haha.. so yeah.. it's really great news la... hee...
and another great news is that we got our new land! we meaning my church.. have been waiting since 2004 ever since i joined CHC.. still wondering where is the location tho... haa...will only know in march.. but is a 12k seater hall.. totally excited.. when Pastor Kong told us the news, i was elated.. i cried when they broke the news to us... they even revealed to us the locations as to where they considered... from the east to the west to the north.. haha... even saw lands that i didn't know of.. oops... but i'm really glad that we have finally gotten our land.. and we can all worship together in one location.. but it also means that we need more ushers, security personals, back up vocalists, singers, choir members and stuf... and i can't wait for that to happen! oh yeah!but i am still wondering where would be our new building.. haha.. well, just have to wait till March i suppose.;.. haha...
anyways.. that's all for me.. will blog soon... see you pretties soonie.. byeee! :D
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Sunday, November 01, 2009
hAloO~!
hi there peeps... happy halloween guys... yesterday had a halloween party in church.. how kewl is that... anyways... i wore my vampire knight costume...represented my cell group.. didn't win though... and my cell wasn't really that supportive.. from my pt of view lar... wuahaha.. so anyways work is great.. just that would be busy and stuff... because helping 5 advisers do their follow-up,submissions etc etc...but at least it's not as boring as working for freddie...just sit there and rot.. literally.. was so freaking bored and stuff...at least i get to e-mail clients, call them as well as insurance companies... yeah... looks like i can bring my mass communications skills to use.. wuahaha... totally awesome right??
anyways i was on leave last wednesday to friday... actually wed was on MC... because had medical appt.. dear dear took leave too.. to accompany me to go.. wuahaha... woke up at dono what time.. forgot liao... about 8am plus or something? hee... than after that dear dear smsed me say he would be late... so i took my time la.. surf Net and stuff... and than took bus 200 to NUH... bus ride was super fast.. was about to watch my anime on my pink psp when i saw the bus-stop... luckily managed to get down before the bus drove off to the next bus-stop.. hee... walked down a long flight of stairs, and slopes... slowly of cause, because i was early.. hee... so walked around NUH la, the book-shop. 7-11 and stuff.... as well as call dear dear to ask him where was he and stuff... eventually he arrived, so took lift up to 3rd floor... to the University of Dermatology if i remembered correctly... couldn't remember how to go, and got laughed at by dear.. so mean right? so while waiting,watched television and read magazine.. dear dear watched dragonquest on his blue psp... eventually my turn came... so went into Dr Aw's room.. and asked him how was it la... whether is it better etc etc... he said getting better, might not have to inject so often... so i told him that it was itchy.. so he gave me a lower dosage.. and held dear dear's hand so tight... hee... couldn't bear to open my eyes... hee... after a while, it was over... and they put plaster on the wound after Dr Aw took out the cotton pad, which he used to stop the bleeding.. yehhh...
than after that was deciding where to go for lunch.. so decided on Jurong Point, while we were waiting for the shuttle bus to Dover.. it was cloudy, and weather looked like it was gonna pour any-time... which it did eventually... so after we reached dover.. i topped up my EZ Link card, and then went on the journey to the wild wild west which was boon lay mrt.. hee... upon reaching, we decided where to eat... so we both decided upon food court at JP1.. because dear said he wanted to eat the pineapple rice.. unfortunately e stall was no-where to be found. so i ate something else... which dear said was not worth the money... hee... because it looked like maggi noodles with a few luncheon meat and egg... wuahaha... anyways it was yummy..so what the heck.. hee...
after that shopped around Jurong Point... comics connection etc etc.. dear dear said he was tired, and he want to go back to rest.. because next 3 days very tiring and stuff... yeah... so din shop much la... window-shopping mostly... than after that went to buy bubble tea before taking bus 30 home... dear dear took train ma, so he waited together with me for the bus, before walking to the train station to take train.. hee... watched anime on the way home...super long and tiring..
then on thursday went zoo.. was late, made dear dear and his mom to wait for bout 30 mins... so long right.. hee... than went to have lunch... i hate beef noodles set meal... dry of cause.. hee... than after that went to wait for bus... 138.. super long queue, and waited for super long till i wanted to sleep... hee... bus finally came, and played diner dash on dear's psp.. while he used his PDA... wuakakaka... took pictures before going into zoo.. like at ben and jerry's cow and stuff... walked around zoo.. halfway camera was flat... dono why also.. maybe never charge properly? so didn't take much pictures.. all was in dear dear's camera.. hee... but looked at alot of cute animals.. like polar bear, sea lion etc etc... hee... makes me wanna help them more... wuahaha... had lunch at KFC... air-con was freezing cold.. so quickly had my dinner, and drank the mountain dew outside.. while waiting for the toilet cubicles to be free... hee... than after that sat e horse..which is my "bf".. hee... than walked and saw more animals... cute as well as scary ones.. haa...
than after that watched the splash show... consisting of sea lions.. nice and enjoyable show... haa... than walked off to the bus-stop to take bus back to ang mo kio... feeling super tired and beat... than after that took train lo..said bye to dear, because he's taking different side from me.. took train to Toa Payoh, before taking bus 143 home... reached home about 8pm plus? some-where there... hee... ate dinner, than showered and surfed Net... slept pretty early thou... haa..
than on friday went ice-skating... at kallang... haa... was late again... because dear dear gave me wrong information... hee... anyways, it was raining... and dear fell down before he ran to the bus-stop without a umbrella... and his back was wet... poor dear dear... had a fun time ice-skating.. but feet was pain.. maybe because of the metal stuff? dear dear too... he has blisters also... wuahaha... so lent him plaster so that his feet won't hurt so much.. anyways i had so much fun... but dear dear skate so fast... every-time whenever i hold his waist and he's leading the way.. he skate so fast.. until i kept screaming... wuahaha... but it was fun... haa..... than after that went to arcade to play guitar game... than took pictures.. than went home... took bus w dear dear.. he alighted at suntec.. than i took the bus home... wuahaha... showered, and got ready for the best dressed rehearsal later that night at Jurong West main audi.. was super tired... wuahaha...
it was kinda fun.. but i was too tired to think of my pose... hee... dad fetched me home.. had a super bad headache... so showered and off 2 bed... because today was gonna be my debut... that's it for me... byee!
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Monday, September 21, 2009
hEy HeY
hi there.. sorry once again for not blogging.. been busy w work and other stuffs..anyways.. my boss just told him me his plans for me.. as in who's taking over and stuff like that just like week.. then he asked me to clean up the "J" drive as well as the intranet... i mean he's leaving 30th of Sept... only a few days left... and we have a lot of fars, if u din realise.. like wth.. so i have to do OT like until what time? i don't have OT pay lo.. so i'm like working over-time for free.. in a way.. sian right?and have been missing cell for a lot of weeks... like about a month? because catherine was in town, so accompanied her around Singapore, had meals with her, and chat about stuff lo...miss her a lot... she was in singapore for two weeks, abit short right...but nevertheless.. did get to know her better and stuff...
anyways, realised that changi airport has indeed changed a lot.. like the shops and stuff.. went there twice this month, because send cat off... saw a shop named princess... got so many tiaras, and other gal clothes... so pretty... wanted to get a tiara for $29.. but no money.. it's so so pretty okie..but i guess have to wait till i get my bonus?sad...
anyways my relationship with my bf is going great... we're much more in love that last year.. and we have mutual understanding, and quarrel less often...we do quarrel sometimes, but i guess lesser... i think we only quarreled like twice for this year? if i counted correctly? my memory is failing me... sorry... but even if we do quarrel, we always manage to reach to a compromise without dragging it for days.. yeap... which i'm thankful for... can't imagine a day without dear dear's call or sms... i'll die of loneliness and pure boredom... hee... but i guess sometimes he's busy with work and stuff.. so can't blame him... or maybe i'm not used to him not sms-ing or calling me? hee... that's just me... guess i'm insecure bah... that might be a bad thing... hee... :(..but who cares right?hee...
anyways.. my cosplaying event is coming up.. on Nov 21st to be exact.. and we're missing 1 important main character...which is very bad... dono whether can find in time? wuahaha.. well, i'm hoping for the best... hee hee~! pray for us k? will blog soon.. see ya!
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Monday, September 07, 2009
rantings...
hey there... sorry for not blogging like forever.. been busy with stuffs.. anyways.. currently looking out for a new job.. cause the current one has very low pay.. and e boss literally sucks...because he's going over to Sing Capital.. but he did not tell me what is gonna happen to me? m i gonna b fired, stay on or what?i mean you din give my closure and whatever non-sense? and you just expect me to continue working for you? what kind of shitty boss are you mann.. seriously... m i still a staff under your company, or an invisible person? m i an ant to you, that you can just squish your shoes on me? walk over me, like nothing is wrong?all e pple around me knows what's going on, but do i do i? no, i don't? and what's e freaking reason? ask my incompetent boss.. whenever i put claims or whatever in his tray.he doesn't see it. just do his own stuff.. for Sing Capital and stuffs...you're disloyal to IPP.. and ought to leave immediately...i can't stand disloyal people.. seriously... either you're 100% for us, or 100% against us.. simple as that.. no questions asked at all.. serious...
but right now, you hardly come into office,no-one knows where you go, and you don't inform your secretary... m i really employed by you? or come into office to slack, and enjoy free air-con?sorry, i rather stay at home.. at least i can get wake up as late as i want..and do my own stuff..without pple monitoring me.. can go for 2 hours lunch.. also nobody will complain me...yeah...why shld i wake up early,and travel all e way down, when i'm not working? i'm just slacking here? no submissions and whatsoever.. but my pay is like what? oh mann.. i rather get a new job.. that is worth travelling down to.. yeah... and higher pay of cause.. uh huh...hope can get my macbook pro faster or something like that... which is my dream of cause... and my ipod touch.. yeah.... yeah... but for now,it has to be on hold until i find a suitable job...yeapp...which for now, i haven't found yet.. so yeah... just working for this current company before i get a suitable job.. yeah...but i'm not really fond of my current company.. partly becuz of e boss, as well as the way he handles things..yeah.. secondly is because of the pay... yeapp..
well, for now i'm saving up for my macbook pro.. saving $200 to 250 a month.. hope to get it by e end of e year.. because e rest of e amt my parents would pay..saving up to $1000 by the end of e year?hopefully.. haa... anyways that's it for me now.. will blog soon.. see you!
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
hEy~!
hi there... haven't been bloggin recently.. sorry about that... been busy with work and stuffs... as you all know, i have been going on and on about changing job.. and even though i haven't got e change to look... but seriously nowadays i pretty much slack at office.. surfing Net, chatting on msn and etc...there's no challenges nowadays.. so therefore started looking out for other opportunities lo... anyways.. loads of stuff has happened la.. both good n bad...
my personal trainer will be shifting over to vivo branch.. so it's better for me.. nearer to my office also.. and back home... hee.. both bout 15 mins?hee... so fast right?? but my bf still at suntec.. that's e bad one..haa..hope he doesn't miss me too much... hee...
anyways i'm financially a bit tight this month.. due to personal trainer, as well as owing pple money.. not a good thing i suppose.. but at least i returned her?haa... but i guess have to live within my means lah.. haa... not a lot of fun i suppose.. but at least i'm still able to have 3 meals a day.. haa.. very important.. hee... anyways... that's it for me.. see ya!
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
oNe Yr OlDeR~!
hi there peeps..would be turning 21 in 2 days time.. seriously having mixed feelings..cause i don wanna be older? but also wan to be older? so fickle-minded right? anyways...work's been pretty boring nowadays.. like what i've mentioned in the last few posts... like adviser slacking and stuff... right now my branch only has like 14 pple? used to have about 22?office becoming so darn quiet and stuff...and e other branches are like noisy?which kind of not used to??hee...
then my boss told another adviser from another branch saying he will ask 3 more to leave..which comes down to 11?hmmm, sooner or later, Synergy will only have 10? and close shop?then i will also quit..wuahaha...i mean so boring lar...wah piang...it's like coming office to shake leg?and getting paid? like waste time...rather stay home n slack?also nobody care about me...hee...don need wake up so early somemore...haa..i'm so bad right?and i think that my boss is thinking of shifting to another place? or renting out our space? like to other branches or whatsoever..i do not know anything about that?only the adviser know? like what e heck m i here for?an useless bum? or a dog izzit? damn it...
nowadays my work-load is so darn little? not much submissions, and policies too... it's like coming to work because of e money?right now, i just feel like dragging my feet to work..because it's so boring and mundane...omg...always reach office latest by 9am?somewhere there..cuz no-one would be in so early...sian right?so sleepy right now...later going gym, if i don't do OT lar... which i'm not sure...cause my boss is out till 4.30pm..not sure if he'll be coming into office..i hope not..then i can leave at 6pm... zhun zhun..hee...and go gym...haa...and go home and rest... :D... yeappp...
niwaes... will be having a birthday party on the 2 days from now..at my place... will have to wake up early to decorate e function room.. and tidy up my room...make sure that it looks presentable and stuff...if not very unglam...so have to wake up earlier.. like maybe 10am?haa... not really that early.. but early for me on a weekend... i can normally sleep in till 12pm?haa...and than just laze e day away.. for sundays mostly... but this month is really packed.. cause last sat cosplayed as sayori from vampire knight for Cosfest.. first time... it was pretty fun, but e new boots i wore hurt like hell...like seriously... had photoshoot in e morning... met at 11am at dhoby ghaut mrt...but was waiting for yuuki kuran's wig..so delayed like until 1pm plus?but had a lot of fun taking pictures... e pictures are not up yet...waiting for the photographer to upload...yeah... once i get it, i'll upload on facebook...yeahh... anyway... right now i'm just so into cosplaying... though it's an expensive hobby..but it's fun..hee... i don mind more pple joining me... haa... anyways.. i'm signing off now.. see pretties! :)
